Amelia Rose,
The scent of a loved one is burnt into a persons mind for all eternity and if we are ever separated from that someone then we will call upon that scent to provide us with a feeling of warmth and comfort. This doesn’t apply to some situations where the scents of a loved one can no longer satisfy the need for humanly contact… I think the cause of my insomnia lately is caused by my longing to here your answer to the question I asked last Thursday.
I hope what I said this morning didn’t cause you any discomfort but once again I see myself saying, “I must protect you in any way I can even if it means hurting someone else close to me!!!” I will always protect you even if it means I have to do it from afar. This is the way I have always been and the way I always will be unless you decide I should become something else.
I say this only because I love you, and I would remove myself from you if it meant making you happy and protected. I hope that separation from me would never cause you to be happy but if I felt I was hurting you by being near you I would force myself away from you to make sure I and others could not harm you.
Thank You
Love,
Victor Larsova
Four Lives, One Choice, A Million Outcomes
Love is a Killer
And I love how it’s killing me.